It’s over. I finished it today. I’m so sad. The sadness has taken over. I woke up today sad, after falling asleep sad, last night. I’m overwhelmingly sad. So I messaged him. I told him I couldn’t do it anymore. I said this:

Obviously you can see his response. 

I’ve not said anything, I just don’t have the words or the heart. I’m broken again. 

I know I’m worth loving. If nothing else I’m worth love. I know this. I don’t know what I would have to do to make him love me. But I doubt I’ll be hearing from him again. He’s unfriended me on Facebook. He’d already blocked me on everything else and it wasn’t unblocking even when we both tried to sort it out. 

My heart remains sad and alone. I’m thoroughly overwhelmed and sad. I’ve cried so much today. That’s me. Alone again.