Went the clock and all my time was up.

It didn’t work out with that someone I met. It was decidedly less than marvellous. 

I asked too much of him apparently. Asking too much in this case is asking to see someone more than once a week and having daily contact in the form of text messages. I was confrontational at the end. I ended it. I felt forced to end it, it was accept being treated badly or end it. So it’s over.

I should be proud that I stood up for myself and put an end to those feelings of worthlessness. But I don’t. I still feel worthless; now I’m just single and worthless. 

I didn’t let someone continue treating me badly and making me feel used. And I feel awful for it. Go figure. 

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